Friday, January 26, 2007

its time i should wake up.
bah.
i always tot mama will be there, dada will be there,
papa will be there and jiejie will be there.


know how it feels, after tireless nights, going thru
work and work and tonnes of work. and when i met any setback
who is there?

mama: she's only there when she is in the mood to, otherwise she will help others to criticize me too. sometimes i think she is a wonderful mother but sometimes i fear her words. using her authority to threaten me is NO LONGER IN USE. because baby michelle has grown up, even when she is freaking hungry and have no pocket money she doesnt go to her mummy and ask.
she pretends to be happy and well but behind she is scrimping every single coin she has in her coin purse to add up for her daily use. michelle has learnt how to take care of herself no matter how sick that she crawl also have to stay strong and get up and do sth and pretend nothing is wrong when her head feels like she got a hangover and when she tells someone , he will jsut make fun of her and how upset she feels because she know no matter what only she herself will motivate herself to work harder and take things in strive. everyone tot having a cardiac prob is just minor, easy to handle.
let me tell you : try it, feel the fear and the pain.

daddy: his favourite words , u never call and ask how i am nor ask whether i need u not, u just find me when u want to. HELLO. i only see u once a week, every conversation we have is less than a 5 mins talk over the phone. i even know u talk to ur friends longer than talking to me daddy. why dont you ever ask, hows your condition, are you able to cope with ur stress? blah blah blah. i been yearning to hear what other parents tell their children to be told to me SINCE I WAS THREE.

jiejie: what can i say? my motivation, half my life with me just left like that. then how? it was a great slam, let me say not even a decade can help remove this feeling.

dada: i just dun want him to worry. pls take care of ur health ! (: smile. thanks for trying ur best to cheer me up.I LOVE YOU.


others: if u dunno whats happening to me, stop making assumptions esp to the girls in my class.
THANK YOU VERY SARCASTICALLY MUCH.
mixueLOVESyou
Friday, January 26, 2007



Thursday, January 25, 2007

bah.

guess what am i doing?

* studying marketing! haha
in school yep precisely )=
but baby was sweet tt even though that freaking rain
he still send me to schoool.

im recovering from tt stupid fever
and i got a lot of stuff to do today


#1. INTRODUCTION
#2. MANAGEMENT
#3. MACROECONOMICS.


school life = no life.


OH! met steph yesterday she came over to help us with our projects!
lalalas. happie gurl as usual she gonna take her A levels how wonderful it is!


gees
i mising baby
and know what's best?!


BABY FETCHING ME FROM SCHOOL LATER.


BUT FIRST I GOTTA SUFFER FIRST WITH IHT.
mixueLOVESyou
Thursday, January 25, 2007



Tuesday, January 23, 2007

blabbers!!!

(: happy anniversary LOVE.

what a happy day
one doctor appt.
two movies to go
dining at lemon grass.

GOODNESS love u honey baby ,
love ur carddd. muackks
mixueLOVESyou
Tuesday, January 23, 2007



Sunday, January 21, 2007

* shopped - alone today
* bought - nothing today
* seen - baby 2 times
* dine - deli (lunch) & ding tai fung (dinner)
mixueLOVESyou
Sunday, January 21, 2007